So you’ve ended up on the dating scene, and after months of hard work you’ve finally found the perfect person. You’ve been dreaming of this day for as long as you can remember, and after finally getting to share your dreams with someone else, you’re overwhelmed with happiness.
You finally get to enjoy a night out on the town, laughing and smiling at all the right places. After months of hard work, you’ve made it. You made it through the worst of the pandemic, and today feels like a new beginning. Your night out is filled with laughter and happiness, and you can’t wait to tell your friends about this new adventure. You’ve been dreaming about this day for as long as you can remember, and finally getting to share your dreams with someone else is overwhelming. You’re finally getting to enjoy a night out on the town, laughing and smiling at all the right places. After months of hard work, you’ve made it.
You go to sleep that night, and as you do you find yourself wondering, will this be the last time I see him? Will this be the last time I smile like this? Will this be the last time I laugh? You get caught up in anxious thoughts, remembering all the fun you’ve had together. You don’t want the night to end, but you know that at some point it will. So you say goodbye, and as you get ready for the day ahead, you wonder if this is the last time you’ll see him. You want to savor these last moments, but you know that this is not truly what you want. You’re finally getting to enjoy a night out on the town, laughing and smiling at all the right places. After months of hard work, you’ve made it.
You get to work, and the days go by. You continue to laugh and smile, going through the motions as you work. You’ve been through a lot together, and as he’s become more familiar with your quirks, he’s begun to see you as a constant companion. He looks forward to seeing you, wondering if this is indeed the last time he’ll see you. You’re becoming a part of his everyday life, and while he wants the days to go by quicker so he can spend more time with you, he also knows this isn’t forever. You’re finally getting to enjoy a night out on the town, laughing and smiling at all the right places. After months of hard work, you’ve made it.
You get through the day, and as you drive home you find yourself thinking, what’s the point in living if all I do is work and go home? You feel completely deflated, and as you get out of your car, you question if you’ll ever enjoy a night out again. You wonder if this is how it will always be for you, working and trying to make ends meet. You begin to see this person as your ticket out of this rut you’ve been in, but you know that at some point you have to let go. You’ve been given a second chance, and while you want to savor these last moments, you know that this is not truly what you want. You want a better future, a future filled with more laughter and happiness. You want to be able to look back on this day and believe that it was all worth it. You want to enjoy a night out on the town, laughing and smiling at all the right places. After months of hard work, you’ve made it.
You get to sleep, and as you do you wonder if this is the last time you’ll see him. You want to capture these last moments, but you know that this is not truly what you want. You lay there, still thinking about him, and as you begin to wonder if this is the last time you’ll see him, you feel a twinge of sadness. You wonder what will happen next, if you’ll sleep next to him and wake up in the morning and he’ll be gone, or if this is just a dream and you’ll wake up and he’ll still be there. You feel a tug of sadness as you begin to think about living without him. You want to savor these last moments, but you know that this is not truly what you want. You want a better future, a future filled with more laughter and happiness. You want to be able to look back on this day and believe that it was all worth it. You want to enjoy a night out on the town, laughing and smiling at all the right places. After months of hard work, you’ve made it.
What will you do now?