I fell in love with my wife, Emily, the moment I laid eyes on her. From the very first moment we were together, I knew she was the one. I proposed to her shortly after our first date, and she said yes without even pausing to think about it. We bought a farmhouse in the country, and it has been a dream come true for both of us. We have a peaceful, happy life together, and we enjoy spending time with our dogs, Lucy and Joe.
Emily has always been a very sexual person and has had many one-night stands in the past, but none of those men were ever interested in marrying her. After we were married for a few years, she started to have sexual fantasies about the handsome English actor, Robert Pattinson. We had no idea that one of our friends was also sleeping with him, until one night when we were out walking the dogs and heard some news about him. We were both shocked and immediately called our friend to tell her to stop seeing Robert Pattinson. We warned her that he was married and had a child with his ex-wife, but she said she didn’t care about that. She just wanted to be with him, even if it was only for a night. Our friend was heartbroken and begged us to forgive her. After that, we told her that we didn’t want her to see or speak to him anymore, and she apologized. We didn’t want to ruin our friend’s life, so we let her live her fantasies. Our friend had stopped seeing Robert Pattinson several times, but each time she started dreaming about him again. Finally, she gave in and agreed to go to a hotel with him where they had sex a few times before she left for good.
After that, Emily sometimes had dreams about having sex with other men, but they were always strangers. It was always Robert Pattinson that she dreamed about, in various roles. She still has those fantasies today, but she’s not telling me about them because she thinks it would upset me. She also occasionally has dreams about me, but we know how much they irritate each other. For the most part, our intimate life is peaceful, but there are times when I have to work late nights and weekends, which is why I haven’t been as attentive to my wife as I should be. This has been a problem for a while, and it’s not improving. I need to find a way to make time for Emily, even if it’s just a short time. We’re both committed to giving our marriage another chance, and if I want to be the best husband I can be, then I have to make some changes.
Why Robert Pattinson?
It’s not like I’m a stalker or anything, but I did follow Robert Pattinson on Instagram before he got famous. I didn’t care who he was married to or who he was dating. All I cared about was that he was really good-looking and had a charming personality. It wasn’t until I saw him in that movie, The Beloved, that I realized he was married. He was so good in that movie that I was distracted and didn’t notice who he was with at the time. Even then, I wasn’t really worried, because I thought he’d eventually come out of his shell and meet someone who could truly make him happy.
After he became famous, I started seeing his name everywhere. People were talking about him on Twitter and Instagram, and I wasn’t sure why. He hadn’t done anything remarkable, at least not that I had heard of. Then, my wife found my Instagram account and saw one of my old posts about him. She immediately got upset and told me that I was the one who made her sick with desire. She said it was disgusting how much I admired him, and she didn’t want to be near me when I was thinking about him. She blocked me on social media, and since then, I haven’t been able to look at or think about him without feeling guilty. That was nearly a year ago, and I still feel bad about what I wrote about him. Even now, I’ll catch myself thinking about him and feel a pang of guilt. It’s hard for me to admit that I still have feelings for him, even if they’re not romantic ones. It makes me like him a little bit more, I guess.
What Should I Do?
It’s been a hard year for me. My wife and I were separated for a while, and I wasn’t sure what was going on. We tried to work things out and got back together, but it was never the same. I didn’t trust her the same way I did before, and I didn’t want to go through another separation. It broke my heart, and I started to avoid her when I could. I started going to the barber shop down the street, instead of going to the one nearby. Sometimes, I’d get a haircut and would find out that she was waiting outside. We’d start up a conversation, and everything would be okay for a little while. It felt good to talk to her, even if it was about something unrelated. We were both lonely, I guess, and it was the only thing we could do to make each other feel better.
Then, out of the blue, my wife told me that she had a crush on Robert Pattinson. She said that she’d been dreaming about him for years, and she finally found the courage to tell me about it. It took a little convincing, because I still had a hard time believing that she could feel that way about someone she’d never even met. I was wary of what was going to happen, because I knew it was very dangerous to have a crush on someone you’ve never even talked to. I didn’t want to be the one to make her hate him, because that’s how I felt when she told me about the dreams, but I didn’t want to hurt her, either.
Now that I’m living in Canada, I work a lot. It’s not that I don’t want to be there with my wife, but a lot of my clients are from the U.S., and it’s hard for me to get away with my work. In the mornings, before my flight leaves, I’ll make sure to call my wife and let her know that I’m on my way, so she doesn’t worry about me. It means a lot that she still thinks of me as her little baby. It makes me feel cared for, even though I’m in another country. We both feel safer when we’re together, and it makes me feel closer to her. Whenever I can, I try to spend time with her, no matter where I am.